Anonymous
Dear Blog,

I know it's a shameful act. i should not steal this page from Ikhwan and moreover this is his alter ego who loves to use english as his form of communication(even tho his english is really bad). Anyway, actually i dont really mind if him write something on my blog (Living Life to Live). It seems no one cares about that blog anyway. That is why I decided to commit this sin that he created by himself. (lagipun bukan masuk neraka pun). It's ok if u dont understand pun...

Wow! What a life. I stopped posting any blog since last May i think (see, i dont remember kot) and now back in Malaysia. I can't deny the fact that my life in Malaysia is way better than US. here, i have my beloved family, my best friends and most importantly the food. Yes! as u all know (I assume u guys know) I love to eat. I eat a lot u know! I gain 7kg since i got back and not shy to tell u guys how biggest gainer i am (even tho I love watching Biggest Loser on Hallmark)

Thanks to my family. I know I can't live without them. And my best frens, Amy, Minu, Ezzanie! U made my life again. it feels like a reincarnation from a sad and somberful with extra sourness and loneliness in US. Here, i can call them whenever I want, and meet them. I met them last month and it was a blast moment. A gift from Allah I'm sure. I used to forget how cheerful I am when I was with them in high school. i also forget how to laugh with a real laughter. I love them so much (that's the case because I dont have any gf). They are my partners in crime because we do a lot of crime when we are together.

Now, August has finally came to my life. It's hard to resist the fact that, 22 aug is just around the corner. yes! It's really painful to look at the calendar and drag through my list (things to buy to bring to US). It's hard u know! It's not easy. I'm not like every body else who study overseas. Most of them go abroad with a group of people. Me? I came with these 3 gud buddies but they like to do the thing themselves. And I'm not that kind of person, u c. It's really hard even though I have a good buddy from India and Malaysians friends. But they are not like me or my best frens either.

But life must go on. I need to face reality. This is life. You have to learn how to live by urself n not being urself. And this 22, I come back to US with a big hope. i wish, things will get better. And I will get more friends to cheer up my life.

And, sorry again Ikhwan, for using ur blog. n lgpun I'm just ur alter ego ok!