Ikhwan
Owh.

I could barely remember the last time I posted a blog. I think it was a year ago. Seriously a year ago. You know what, that is so normal me. I just can't stick to one thing for long. Besides, I thought I had deleted my blog but somehow it is still here. Thank god because I am going to start writing again. You know why? Because I am so bored.
This is my first summer not going back to Malaysia. This summer will also mark off so many 'first time' thing in my life. I am going to celebrate my birthday probably alone this summer in the US for the first time. I am taking summer class for the first time. This is my first time spending a hot summer in hot and dry desert of Tucson, AZ. and the list goes on and on. (I am already lazy to write).
Well, because I am bored, so many thoughts came to my mind. All the good and bad. I love good and definitely hate the bad. The good: I can spend my time alone and do whatever I want. The bad: I am lonely. It's hard to be lonely. Change the topic a bit: I think I am getting fat. Yeah, I am really fat. I should start exercise again. My acne is still the same. Worst. Damn I hate these acnes. When is it going to stop?
I should come to term to accept myself as who I am. I should and everyone should. Why stressing out on this thing? But acne is so not me!! I hate acne. I don't know what to do anymore. It's painful, it's ugly and the scars are terrifying.
Hopefully I will continue writing. If I don't, probably I am enjoying my summer or I am really not in the mood. Bye, see u again blog and people who will probably read this.
Ikhwan
Hi Blog,

Summer is here and I kinda like the heat but not the over heated desert like Tucson Arizona. But what I like most about this season is the hotness of people around me. Yes, it is a guilty pleasure. People start to take off their clothes, i mean start to show their skin (including me, do not want to be left behind). Yes, I am sure not only me like this season. The sunglasses, the shorts, the tight t-shirt, skirt, tube, owh the list goes on. But sunglasses is the most important summer accessory. You know why? Well because first of all the brightness could kill your fragile eyes. Secondly, it covers your eyes from everyone around you. So, you can stalk or look at other hot people without they noticing. Yes, fun right? I did that all the time and I'm sure everyone does that too!


Well, summer in Arizona is not summer. Is like living 2 miles away from the sun or residing inside a huge oven. Yes, it is that hot. So, the best thing to do, is to go back to Malaysia in the humidity and a bit less of heat..and most importantly, rain. Unfortunately, the hotness (i mean the hotties) won't be there in Malaysia. Simply because you know Malaysia we have to follow the custom and most importantly tutup aurat is very crucial. Yes, it is crucial for everyone!! At least, you can avoid committing sins. When I come back, the heat will still be here in Tucson, so do the hottyness. (owh i'm so horny, well not really).

I can't wait to go back and just enjoy the moment with my families, friends and also FOOD!!! And another thing, I really want to go back to the beach, really like seriously, picnic and play with water!!







p/s: thanks Ameera Fatin for the new blog. I'm sure it will be a hit like Julie and Julia. One day, u will publish a book and become the most successfull chef engineer!